I never knew how important it was to have a father. To grow up without a father figure is difficult and believe it or not this has alot of psychological affects that a girl must deal with long into adulthood. One area that it effects is relationships with other males. Issues like lack of commitment, low self-esteem, that sense of a male protector gone and “addictions” come into play as psychologists say.
Although this is general and doesn’t apply to all women who grew up without male father figures. I sometimes look at my upbringing, and I never even met my own father. I don’t want to say fatherless girls have this cloud of doom and gloom hovering above them. I certainly did not, but sometimes I remember feeling sad growing up because I had no father, since he died when I was very young.I never knew my father. I don’t think it has affected me tremendously because Allah has blessed with with such a great mother that I never had the need for a father, alhamdulilah. However, I recently was looking back into my relationships with males that were planning to “court” me and how I fled from each one. I always had this deep lack of trust and fear of commitment. As soon as I saw the relationship was moving towards, in my case marriage, all I remember was cutting everything off. I don’t know, but reading more on this topic made me think that perhaps there is a connection with being without a father growing up and having healthy relationships. The fatherless girl grows up to be a woman that doesn’t allow much time for relationship to develop over time. This can happen in relationships with a significant other or platonic ones. Often times she grapples with issues with emotional dependency. Every friendship or relationship with a significant other must happen instantly ! Since the relationships aren’t based on love but rather on need and fear of rejection, abandonment, and neglect they don’t tend to last very long. This describes alot of girls I know without fathers relationships (that will lead to halaal marriage, of course). I’m not saying this happens to every girl out there, but the majority of them. I was fortunate to not really be affected heavily, but I would definitely say it has had it’s affects on me in my personal life to an extent. But, alhamdulilah, we must have patience for everything and trust in God.
Now that I know the source, and hopefully anyone reading this who can apply this to their life, we can take the steps to overcome this with patience. In life, we face many different types of tests from Allah, and we can only win through patience and prayer. I always live by the saying always give thanks for everything, because it could have been worst. There are people in the world who grew up without a mother or father. So, no matter what we have to be thankful. At the same time, we can work on areas in our lives we feel are holding us back. There is nothing wrong with seeking knowledge, not only of the world but yourself, so that you can become essentially a better human being.